Wednesday, May 13, 2015

إهرب في المزيكا - 3

مبفهمش كتير في أنواع المزيكا ومبعرفش أفرق بين الجاز و الروك و الراب وغيره. بالنسبة لي المزيكا حاجة من إتنين، يا مزيكا حلوة، يا وحشة.

المزيكا الحلوة اللي تخليني أتخيل قصص وحكايات وأنا بسمعها. في كل مرة قصة جديدة بتفاصيل مختلفة تماما، ملهاش أي علاقة بالسبب اللي المزيكا دي إتألفت أصلا علشانه.

هنا هشارك شوية من أفضل التراكات اللي بتديني متعة التخيل وخلق دنيا تانية.


الساعة الآن تجاوزت الثالثة صباحا بتوقيت القاهرة.

هدوء.. صمت.. سكون.. كل شئ بالخارج لايمكن وصفه إلا بهذه الكلمات الثلاثة..
فرصة رائعة للتخيل.. لرسم عوالم خاصة.. لملء فراغات المشهد بكائنات اسطورية... ألوان براقة غير الألوان الداكنة الغالبة على كل شئ.. لخوض مغامرات ومواجهة مخاوف...
إن كنت مستيقظا.. يمكنك مشاركتي.. إتجه لأقرب نافذه أو شرفة... استمع لهذه المزيكا.. وتخيل.. تخيل.. فقط..

Friday, May 8, 2015

Black Diaries

Exactly two months had passed since my first diary entry, and only two papers (4 pages) are filled! As I said, I'm not good at diaries! It's kinda weird the way it makes me feel.. Sometimes I feel like Alaa Wali El-Deen in That scene in El-Erhab w El-Kabab movie!

The trigger was a friend who told me to write everything down as a solution for having some space in my mind, and not to keep thinking over and over! I guess her advice worked a bit. Most of what I wrote down I barely think of it any more. This cleared my mind for a while, before new thoughts stucked in it again.

I think I'm still not brave enough to write everything goes into my mind.. Specially dark -the darkest- memories or thoughts or feelings.. For a while I though I might be afraid that someone else might read it. It took me a while to realize that it's me whom I'm afraid to read my darkest one day!

There's a good thing about it though, I enjoy the feeling of my pencil on the canson paper (my diary is made of canson). The blank papers gives my that sense of freedom to write as much as I want, in whatever direction I like, without having to stick to regular lines or so. I use that advantage to draw also. Here's my first zentange drawing of a dolphin. It was absolute fun & joy. Couple of my friends used to tell me about how much they're obsessed with papers and pens and their touch and feelings while writing or drawing.. Now I understand what they meant.

One other thing that I keep thinking of, every time I write something about a mutual incidence between me and somebody else, I can't help but thinking, "So, what would s/he write about me in his/her diary?". It's not about how people see or think of me, but it's much about how our lives woven together like a cloth.. We all are part of some one else story... Like how it's said in Cloud Atlas,
Our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others. Past and present. And by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.

Favorite Movies Quotes (9)

The Prestige

"You never understood why we did this. The audience knows the truth: the world is simple. It's miserable, solid all the way through. But if you could fool them, even for a second, then you can make them wonder, and then you... then you got to see something really special. You really don't know? It was... it was the look on their faces..." - Robert Angier



"Well hear this, Gareth. When I left the site just over two hours ago, I had a job, a wife, a home. And now I have none of those things. I have none of those things left. I just have myself and the car that I'm in. And I'm just driving and that's it." - Ivan Locke

"You make one mistake, Donal, one little f**king mistake, and the whole world comes crashing down around you." - Ivan Locke


"An idea. Resilient... highly contagious. Once an idea has taken hold of the brain it's almost impossible to eradicate. An idea that is fully formed - fully understood - that sticks; right in there somewhere." - Cobb

"You mustn't be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling." - Eames

Eames: They come here every day to sleep?
Elderly Bald Man: No. They come to be woken up. The dream has become their reality. Who are you to say otherwise, son?

"Don't you want to take a leap of faith? Or become an old man, filled with regret, waiting to die alone!" - Saito


Batman Begins

"Why do we fall sir? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up.:- Alfred Pennyworth 

"But a criminal is not complicated. What you really fear is inside yourself. You fear your own power. You fear your anger, the drive to do great or terrible things." - Henri Ducard

"You traveled the world... Now you must journey inwards... to what you really fear... it's inside you... there is no turning back. Your parents' death was not your fault. Your training is nothing. The will is everything. If you make yourself more than just a man, if you devote yourself to an ideal, you become something else entirely." - Henri Ducard

"The training is nothing! The will is everything!... The will to act." - Henri Ducard