Difficult Decision

Try to imagine this situation …

A lonely person … in a desert sand … had been walking for a long time though it … he has a destination … but he seems like being lost … cause simply every thing around him look the same … no signs for any kind of life … nothing but sand hells … and a burning sun …

He has run out of all supplies … so, the idea of being dead starts growing in his mind … he resists it … but it's a true … he has no hope to survive …

Suddenly, he sees a small bottle of water on the ground sand … yeah … it's pure water … and it's hot too … because of the sun heat … it can't be cold … or it would be just a phantom …

While he is running towards it … dreams of a new life go though his head … and the bad ones just fade away … why not?! … he will survive … those drops of water are enough to bring back life to him again …

Now … what do you think he is going to do once he got the water bottle?!! … mmm … stupid question?!! … no ... guess what?? … this person starts dropping down the bottle content on the sands … cause it would make the weather much more moisten (edeha maya, tedyik tarawa)!!!!!!

Every human being spends a lot of time searching for something in this world (the desert) … a something that would represent life for him (water bottle) … what ever it is … truth, love, peace, secure, dream, friendship, etc … and sometimes, when he got it in his hands … he miss use it … or just ridiculously lose it …

When ever you got your "water", never waste it in no use … even if it was hot … hold it in our arms … save it close to our heart … time after time … it will be much colder … and you will enjoy it a lot :)

And in case you fell you are just about to thought your "water" away … try to talk to someone close to you … or someone have passed with a similar situation … he would be much wiser ... and would give you a good advice (in case he is a very good person) … also give yourself a break … take your time to think quietly … before releasing your final decision.

And always never ever forget to ask Allah for help and support … cause He – Subhanuh Wa Taallaa – is the most Wiser and the most Merciful … He said in His book:

"نحن خلقنا الإنسان ونعلم ما توسوس به نفسه ونحن اقرب اليه من حبل الوريد"

And in such situation my favorite Douaa is:

ربنا أرنا الحق حقا ورزقنا إتباعه ... وارنا الباطل باطلا ... ورزقنا اجتنابه
ربنا لا تزغ قلوبنا بعد إذ هديتنا ... وهب لنا من لدنك رحمه انك أنت الوهاب
ربنا اغفر لنا ذنوبنا ... وإسرافنا في امرنا ... وتب علينا ... انك أنت التواب
اللهم يا مقلب القلوب والأبصار ... ثبتنا على الإيمان بك ... وعلى نصرة دينك
اللهم لك الحمد على ما هديتنا ... وما كنا لنهتدي لولا أن هدانا الله
اللهم أعنا على حمل الأمانة التي خلقنا من اجلها يا كريم
آمين ... آمين ... آمين

Finally, I wanna to say, thank you Allah for your blessings … thank you Allah for guiding me towards my "Life" … thank you Allah for sending me two angelic friends to rescue me.

And for my "Life" … I wont let you go :) … iSA ya3ny :D